long long time ago

stuff was happening when..you didn't want me.

and..i.. i just don't know. sometimes i really think i need you, you're the only one i want to talk to, the only one who understands me and the only one who really knows me. but then there´re times when i ask myself why i need you so much. i don't know anymore, what's right, what's wrong. i just don't know what to do anymore. you've hurt me so much, i won't say i did it not too, but the last time was crazy. i think when it weren't only you it wouldn't be so hard. but you aren't. as i said before, stuff was happening, lots of stuff. and i needed someone to talk to, i needed to talk to you, but..but you weren't there. the only one you wanted to spent your time to was your girlfriend, okay i understand something new, something beautiful. but, what's about your best friend. the same as to my female best friend. she also don't have time for me anymore, she also let me down. often, very often. so what to do, if nobody's there for you.

maybe..of couse just maybe..you understand me now just a little bit more.